January 2010
26 posts
Something that makes me a woman
Lately, I wonder…
What have I done?
About my life,
about my mind,
about myself.
I have done nothing
nothing to make it better, or make it worse.
I am just nobody..
Why am I still being a nobody?
Because,
I don’t take risk
I fear of risks.
I can’t stand being out of circle,
out of the line.
I was just a kid, a girl not yet a woman.
I kept thinking and thinking...
“I’m just a servant, with a nice dress.”
– Danielle de Barbarac - Ever After
“Then I will make you wings.”
– Leonardo Da Vinci (in order to answer the question of Danielle de Barbarac) - Ever After
“A bird may love a fish, signore, but where would they live?”
– Danielle de Barbarac-Ever After
“It’s okay to be selfish and mad sometimes. We can’t keep being wise,...”
– My thoughtful mind
Oh No!
Life won’t go as we like forever.
We will always say “Oh no!” or “Crappy hell!” or something like that.
I am too.
Some people said that I am getting fatter.
Some people said that I am getting darker.
Someone said something that I don’t want to hear.
I will say “Oh no!”
What is the point of saying those words?
The tragedy will still be there,...
“I’ve done dreadful things, monstrous things. And there will be a price”
– Dorian Gray-The Picture of Dorian Gray
I wonder..
Time goes by so fast.
I take a look at my family albums.
I see me and all cousins are so young and happy playing together.
We don’t know what we will be, who we will be.
We don’t give a shit to all problems which are chasing us that time.
Really is a fantastic moment. I wanna be like that again. So careless
But I’m starting to think that being mature isn’t something...
“you’ve never been so nuts about a guy, you wanna laugh, you wanna cry. you...”
– it’s oh so quiet-Bjork 