Something that makes me a woman

Lately, I wonder…

What have I done?

About my life,

about my mind,

about myself.

I have done nothing

nothing to make it better, or make it worse.

I am just nobody..

Why am I still being a nobody?

Because,

I don’t take risk

I fear of risks.

I can’t stand being out of circle,

out of the line.

I was just a kid, a girl not yet a woman.

I kept thinking and thinking everyday..

Is it the life that I want?

Is it who I want to be? Just it?

Is it? Is this it?

I didn’t know the answer until…

Yeah, until one day

I realized, and told myself this.

“I am not done, I do not know what I want to be, or what my life would be, but I know.. I am not done with just this.”

I smile

yeah, I did something that makes me a woman.

what is it?

I don’t share it with you guys.